Saturday, June 25
my father reformatted my computer and now i can't play my songs. i am dying. =( my
songs!!! alas, woe is me, alack. i managed to complete ap/gp today, which if you recall correctly [ i am sure you don't, but that does not matter] i was supposed to have done
yesterday. but things have this way of cropping up. and i, have this way of succumbing to extreme emotion, thereby causing relatively large amounts of panic [on my part] which in turn results in almost no work done. heh. work done. physics, anyone?
i just realised -
janet will end her exams on friday, damn her combination. and she will get 2 days off school!!!! janet, i declare war on you.
just been scolded by bev for writing =( not that i understand why i do it either. i just -do. especially when i'm sad. not to kill time. to - how do i say this - kill time? hahaha i really don't know. how about.. it just bursts out of me.. onto paper.. and then i'm obliged to attend to it? and if i fail.. i can't help it.. if i keep everything inside, i might get sick and die. emotionally. mentally. ah shut up already.
i am talking to my favourite twat. =D joan is my favourite twat because she's such a nice funny teasable bullyable twat. and since she is forever losing
both my links
and the password, i shall take the liberty of saying this =D joankang, i do not miss you at all. i do not miss you singing wu ding [which i never understood] behind my ear, i do not miss you poking me constantly with your long ruler, and i do not miss you whining behind me. i do not miss the mess on your table [a large part of it due to your
head on the table], i do not miss you dragging me around the school and most of all i do not miss your frantic waving. i never wish that you were in my school, in my class, and i always forget your role in the happening back row family. do you actually believe me when i say i don't miss you? guess what, i will never say i miss you =D hahahha
what if i said i'm lazy to make friends? i'd rather stick to established friendships. i get no thrill from trying too hard. i prefer friendships that come naturally, prefer being with people whom i am instinctively comfortable with.
and is it wrong?
it must've been love.
9:04 pm
xoxo
